Updated Bucket List!

Coming to you again with an updated bucket list!

My previous two are here:
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1. Go to New York City
2. Go to Paris, France
3. graduate 8th grade
4. graduate 12th grade
5. go to college
6. be an author
7. get a book published
8. get writing put in a magazine
9. go to the great wall of china
10. sing in front of an audience
11. get a German Shepard as a pet
12. get $20 and spend it all on gummy bears
13. ride an upside down roller coaster
14. clean out playroom and redo it
15. help a homeless person
16. kiss the same guy more than once
17. ED SHEERAN CONCERT
18. Taylor Swift concert
19. Jason Mraz Concert
20. go cliff diving
21. ONE DIRECTION CONCERT!!!!!
22. Miley Cyrus Concert
23. climb a mountain
24. run a 5K
25. be able to run a mile in 6 minutes
26. get over 1000 songs on my Zune/phone/computer
27. lose 30 pounds
28. go skydiving
29. tongue kiss a guy
30. write a book and finish it
31. touch a famous person
32. get my permit
33. get my license
34. drive to school
35. see a shark in the ocean
36. see a whale out of ocean
37. see whale in ocean
38. go on another cruise
39. go to Seattle, Washington
40. go to Chicago
41. touch a lion
42. feed a lama
43. see a moose
44. see the ice skating rink in NYC (on Christmas)
45. see the big tree in NYC (on Christmas)
46. go to the grand canyon
47. go tubing
48. go bungee jumping
49. have over 60 pairs of shoes
50. date a guy for longer than a year
51. go to Six Flags with my friends
52. go back to Disney world
53. go to Disney land
54. go to the biggest toy store in the world
55. go skiing
56. go scuba diving
57. ride a horse
58. ride an elephant
59. take a picture of a rainbow
60. hug a mime
61. go water skiing
62. ride a dune buggy
63. ride a four wheeler
64. get a tattoo
65. touch a donkey
66. Go to PROM!!!!(:
67. grow my hair out and give it to locks of love
68. see the empire state building in NYC
69. see the statue of liberty
70. redo my closet
71. redo my room
72. redo my bathroom
73. see a bald eagle outside of a cage
74. see an owl outside of a cage
75. have a guy text me good morning
76. hold hands with a guy
77. donate clothes I don’t want
78. donate toys I don’t want
79. touch a penguin
80. see the coliseum in Rome
81. see the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco
82. see the Taj Mahal in India
83. go to a surprise party
84. fly in a hot air balloon
85. jump in a trampoline in the water
86. experience a sunset
87. see a polar bear
88. go to Alaska
89. go to Niagara Falls
90. see a koala bear
91. see a kangaroo
92. go to every state in the US
93. go to Myrtle Beach
94. pet a sheep
95. go water rafting
96. go parasailing
97. be a bridesmaid
98. ride on a 4 wheeler
99. see the Hollywood sign
100. go to Las Vegas
101. go to Victoria Falls
102. go to Rome
103. see the Brooklyn Bridge
104. visit the Hoover Dam
105. visit Mt. Rushmore
106. Jump off a cliff into water
107. Kiss under mistletoe
108. See the ball drop on New Year’s in Time Square
109. Take cute kissing pictures in a photo booth
110. Play beer pong
111. Drink Vodka and Sunny D together
112. Go on a road trip
113. Dye my hair
114. Go to Germany
115. Travel around Europe
116. See the northern lights
117. Kiss someone on new year’s at midnight
118. Have a valentine
119. Witness a marriage proposal
120. Go on a safari ride
121. Reach 500 followers on tumblr
122. Get kissed under a waterfall
123. Kiss under fireworks
124. Kiss at the top of a Ferris wheel
125. Visit the Titanic in a submarine
126. Learn how to do CPR
127. Kiss in the snow
128. Own a husky
129. Find a four leaf clover
130. Spend a holiday somewhere exotic
131. Lay down in a field of flowers
132. Cuddle under the stars
133. Visit the mall of America
134. Have my father walk me down the aisle
135. Have a father daughter dance at my wedding
136. Be kissed unexpectedly
137. Receive a dozen red roses from a guy
138. Slow dance in the rain
139. Own a dream catcher
140. Have a promise ring
141. Kiss under water
142. Learn how to drive a stick shift
143. Have 1000 followers on tumblr
144. Go to Spain
145. Go to England
146. Go to Italy
147. Go to Poland
148. Go to Norway
149. Go to Belgium
150. Go to Switzerland
151. Go to the Netherlands
152. Go to Greece
153. Eat at Tiffany’s in New York
154. Write 5 books in all
155. Write 10 books in all
156. Write 20 books in all
157. Ride on a motorcycle
158. Have 8 ear piercings
159. Get my nose pierced

I have completed 56 of these and I deleted more off this list! I definitely marked more than I thought I would, but deleted some so it's still around the same number completed as last time! 

Thanks for reading! :)

xoxo,

Libby

I'm a Sophomore!

It's weird calling myself a Sophomore for the second time in a couple of years. This Sophomore is for college! I kind of hate of high school used the same thing college does! I wonder who came up with that or which came before which? Like did high school use freshman, sophomore, junior, and senior before college or the other way around? I guess I could look it up, but I don't really feel like it.

I officially moved back into dorms on August 14, 2015! I am absolutely in love with my dorm room ugh if i could do the heart eyes emoji right now, I would! My school started today so everyone's been in classes today and of course, it's raining. It's been raining all day and supposed to for the rest of the day. That sucks. I only have Tuesday and Thursday classes so I've just been chilling out today.

Actually, I have a date/hang out session soon lol

I've been talking to this guy almost all summer. We met on Tinder, no judgement! So we've been out on dates and hung out five times, I think! He goes to my school and lives here so it was hard to hang out with him over summer because my parents live an hour and a half away from Chattanooga, where my school is. So now that I'm finally back in Chatt, I can hang out with him more!

We're taking it slow, which I like! He hasn't kissed me or held my hand yet. He wrapped his arm around me while we were laying in his bed watching a movie on Netflix and he hugs me every single time we part after the date! Ugh, he's so cute! He always pays for my meals and is the nicest guy ever!

Again, we're taking it slow, but I'm hoping to further our relationship throughout the year!

Anyway, I'm hoping this upcoming year is better than my Freshman year was. I had one tough year! I found out that I have ADHD, anxiety, and a bit of depression. I fought with friends and it all just kind of sucked. I failed my first semester. I had my first panic attack in January, more following throughout the semester. I finally went on medicine, then found out I had ADHD at the age of fucking 19 years old.

On the bright side, I pulled my gpa up, getting myself completely off of probation. I took two summer classes, pulling an A in both, so raising my gpa even more! That really gave me confidence. I lost all motivation and hope and pretty much didn't care when I failed. It does something to you when you see that you have a 1.0 gpa. You feel stupid, worthless, and like you've used your parents money just to fail out. I was so scared I'd fail again and get kicked out. Soooo scared. But I proved myself wrong. I pulled my gpa up from a 1.0 to a whopping 2.4 and kicked ass. It made me feel good. Made me feel like I could do anything.

It isn't that I'm not smart. It's finding the motivation and willpower to actually accomplish passing classes. I know that I can, I proved that already. A 2.4 is nowhere near good in my eyes. I graduated high school with a 2.8 so that's always been my type of grades, and that's okay if you're okay with that. I was okay with that in high school. I want to change that though. I want to prove to myself that I can get above a 3.0 and show my parents and family that I can do it.

All of my friends see me as some kid that doesn't study and just talks and slacks off. That's complete bullshit if you ask me. Sure, I slack some and talk A LOT, but look at how much I pulled my gpa up. Obviously I didn't do that by slacking off and not studying. Apparently I can study and shit unlike everyone thinks.

I'm glad my brother believes in me. He made a bet with me the other day. He told me that if I can get the same grades as him OR better, he would buy me something at the end of the semester. My brother is in med school and is the type to overachieve so it'll be tough. He's in hard classes this year because he's a senior and in all biology classes. But I know he'll do well in those classes. I am confident to beat him, because I've never been one to beat him in school. It'll motivate me to do better.

For those of you in my predicament, where you've failed, have anxiety, can't focus from ADHD, can't find motivation, or anything else, just keep your head up. If no one else believes in you, know that I do. I don't care who you are or what you do, you can do better if you want to. Just believe in yourself and show the haters that you can do this. You are smart and just search for that motivation. Make a bet with someone like I have. Hopefully, you'll all find what you need and reach your goals!

Thanks for reading,