Despite failing a class, I've been doing pretty good lately. Actually, I've been pretty wonderful, if I must say. I'm retaking the class I failed and happy to say my roommate and a couple other friends are in the class with me so we can form a big study group. I'm excited about it.
I've stopped taking all of my medicine. I went cold turkey on everything except my birth control (for obvious reasons). I had to start taking my acid reflux medicine again though. My acid reflux got really bad a couple nights there so I decided to go back on it. I'm not on anxiety/depression medicine or ADHD medicine though. The ADHD meds weren't helping so I just stopped taking them and my anxiety/depression medicine needed to be refilled so I just decided to see what would happen if I stopped taking them. Nothing has happened.
I think I was just in a really bad place last year from a bunch of shit happening at one time. But this year, I'm in a great place. I have better, more trusting friends, an amazing boyfriend, I'm adjusting to the way school works, and I think my mindset is just better overall. Wow, that sentence has no parallelism, lol see school/studying mindset
But I'm proud of myself for not needing my medicine. I don't really feel any different so I have to wonder if it was working in the first place. Either way, I didn't want to become dependent on it or anything so I'm glad I'm not taking it anymore.
As for the ADHD medicine, I have a doctors appointment in a couple of weeks to see what kind of ADHD I have and what kind of medicine I need. My mom wants to come with me to my appointment which I think is pointless, but whatever she wants to do. The last place I went for my ADHD, bitches overcharged us big time for no damn reason. $2800 for what??? Sitting there and talking to me and not giving me medicine that helped? Like no, so we aren't going back. FUCK THAT
Anyway, I just wanted to catch you guys up on my life currently. Tomorrow I have a date day. We're going to breakfast, the shooting range, and to an ice skating rink! It should be super fun and I'm looking forward to seeing bae!
Thanks for reading,
have an A1 day!
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