Currently Stressing

I wrote this Thursday:

I have a final today.
It's in about 25 minutes and I'm getting a bit nervous

I've studied, but I still feel not ready. It's hard to study for this class and I really don't like the teacher. I'm happy to be done with this class for the rest of life, you know, unless I fucking fail

I don't know what I'd do if I failed...

Since I've already failed two classes last year and dropped one with a Withdraw, that takes up the three redo classes that I get from my college

Now it's Saturday and I realize that I was stressing for no reason
At the time, it wasn't for no reason because I had that final.
I did fail it
BUT I made a C in the class and that's good enough for me!
I'm honestly so happy that I passed the class with a C. I expected to fail the entire class. When I saw that I had a C in the class, the biggest weight came off my shoulders.

I was laying in my boyfriends bed and when he came into the room, I was smiling and he noticed. God, I was so happy.

I am still stressed though

I have so much work coming up for school and it's getting to the point where I don't even want to do anything anymore. I just want to push off every single thing I have and just lay in my bed.

I'm currently trying to finish Keeping Up With the Kardashians. I literally have about 9 episodes left until I'm done with season 9 and I've already watched season 10 through episode 19, I believe. I'm trying to finish before I go home for Thanksgiving break on Wednesday. I have all of the new episodes recorded on my TV to watch and I want to be done with season 9 before I watch any more of season 10!

I'm also watching 90210 right now! I'm in season 2 so that's exciting! It's such a good show ugh

I WATCHED THE HUNGER GAMES: MOCKINGJAY PART 2 
oh my god, it was amazing. EVERYONE SHOULD GO WATCH. it was so so so good! And I also got a free poster that I hung on the back of my bedroom door! ugh, i'm sad the trilogy is over. I could cry solely because it's over.
I cried when Harry Potter ended because that was like my entire childhood

Thanks for reading guys!

Have an A1 day lovelies!